Saturday, April 15, 2006

TAG UR IT!!!

*sneaking up* ... heh ...

hey marik? TAG UR IT!

its like walking on stilts

continuation of the other planets motif?

nobody ever has exactly the same tastes. well okay that would be creepy anyway. but you know what i'm talking about? its like, maybe you like the same kinds of things, but for different reasons or in way different ways. or the people you like aren't the same as the people your best friend likes, and ... hmmm ....

okay that would be creepy too. because it wouldn't be my best friend if we were exactly the same. but even so!!! it's like, we have a mutual friend. i like certain things about him. you like entirely different things about him. but if we sat down and compared notes, it would be weird because my understanding of him is on a completely different planet from your understanding.

this human thing. *sigh* computers are SO much easier to deal with.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

cuddling

ACK!!!

sry today was a down. thwap the jerk!!!!! (not u marik!) dang. what part of pay attention does this person not get??? right time wrong person thing???

cuddling is awesome!!!!u wouldn't be human if u didn't need cuddles ... but cuddling just for the sake of contact sux the big one, ranks right up there with being the rebound. less complications hugging ur pillow. but seriously ... yeah. how r u sposed to know it's the right one? cos cuddling the right one can totally make the world go away. no regrets.



... hmm.

Selfish Moment

Hey, you guys can ignore this if need be I just need my void post- anger moment My friend just told me that he now has this girlfriend, and part of me is sooo happy for him! But then again i feel so bitter about it because my own love-life situation is sooo screwed up. I'm pretty sure that one of the guys that i like doesn't even like listening to a flippin word i say. He always smiles (excpet today) but that really doesn't mean much i really uber miss having a b/f i coud just cuddle up to and forget the rest of the world for a while. It was nice. then again... shoulda, woulda coulda... BLEH

rebel without a ...

it's not like i'm going nuts or anything.

why can't people understand that how i feel about something or someone is TOTALLY affected by all kinds of things? geeeez and let's SO not blame it on PMS or something stupid like that, because OTHER people are inconsistent as hell ... but if your feelings or beliefs change even just a tiny bit, people seem to think that's some kind of crime or something. they immediately start asking stupid questions like "what's wrong??"

what's with that??? we're all part of humanity, so why make such a big fuss if people are a little different? and for that matter, why make it out to be a crime if i don't happen to agree with something? we're not all stamped out of some weird machine or something. hell, not even computers are all exactly the same. so why do we expect people to be?

yeah. venting

Hola, from the short

OOOH another blogger! WoOt!
yeah, i'm in school right now and sitting here with Mandi as she desperately searches for stuff to put on her SADD poster. I bet she's loving this, she really loves her new position lol. Trying to think desperately about some other people i can take pictures of for my yearbook suppliment cover pages. The guy's page is going nowhere fast... and i'm running out of guys *COUGH MARIK GIVE ME A FARGGIN PICTURE COUGH* I'm really hoping that i get yearbook editor because that would be sincerely awesome, i only hope i can be as good as this years.
I think there's only two other people going for editor, and neither one of them really has as many "brownie points" as me.
It's finally warm enough to wear shorts so i'm uber happy! maybe now i can get a tan on my uber pale legs lol. i'm really not liking these keyboards they're not the same as the ones that i'm used to and the enter key is all fargerred up.
OOOH only two more days until i get to hang out with Ahilto and Karri! WOOT!
i'm gonna head off because we need to back to class
ttyl, BYEEEE
luvvers Suki

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

awkward moment #1

awkward moment # 1
when you're talking to someone you like as a friend and BLAMMMM!!! the hormones kick in. yeah.

part of growing up????

whaddya mean "that's part of growing up"????

you know, i really hate when people pull that line ... you know which one i mean "that's part of growing up." what's THAT? is that going to make me feel any better? i think not. is it going to solve the problem? i think not.
when someone asks you for your viewpoint or (god help us) advice, the last thing that person wants to hear is "that's part of growing up."

... it's like, well golly gawrsh and awwww shucks ma'am.

yanno ......

(thinking here) ....(i know i know ... you see smoke ... don't laugh) ...

life would be easier if we didn't have hormones

or if they'd behave themselves

or atleast work with some kind of predictability

....... sheesh