it was neither

it wasn't love. it wasn't lust. i think it was like ... i dunno. a fleeting crush thang? i dunno. anyroad, #1 kind of morphed into nightmare from elm street. toad #3 is totally out of the picture ... and one day, he'll realize that he SO did it to himself lmao.

so's the two intermissions for that matter, lmao.

so that leaves .... guy #2. who's basically got the commitment of a slinky. one minute he's downright awesome. next minute he's ... well ... bein' even bitchier than i am. think it's got a whole lot to do with senioritis. u know ... that fear that ... well ... if u don't leave the starting line, ya might never actually get in the race but omgggggg what if u frog it and then everyone will know u frogged it but time is running out and if ya don't make a move ya may never know but what if it doesn't work out hey but u never know until u try but okay she just laughed and u don't even know if she was laughing at you or with you or about you or whatever

yeah. that's guy #2. who is, incidentally still totally the one. and he knows it. except when he's feeling insecure. or when he's being bitchy.

glad its not my life and not my sitch !