blockage - no, not that kind. sheesh

sometimes u can just thwap out schtuff and things're kewl. but other times, u hit the wall. the slomo thing. (slow motion)) the writers block. but how can that be? it isn't like things have to be just right. i mean, pobody's nerfect, right? but there it is.

the wall.

so okay. u struggle with it for awhile, and then? i dunno. talk with friends. watch a movie. read a book. hell, walk the dawg even.

it's still there.

huh. so u try to work around it. maybe thwap it out on notepad. scribble ideas in a notebook. index cards. post its on the wall maybe.

damn.

watching a movie didn't help cos u know what u'd do differently but then why do it at all? reading a book, u start griping about the author's choice of words, or the character development and how the plot suxxors ... but it clearly doesn't since ur still reading it ... talking with friends isn't always helpful either cos if u tell em u hit the wall, they all have miracle ways that got them around it ... and ya don't wanna hear it. notepad grrrrrrr makes u want to start whapping in all the html and then u know ur screwed cos that's not writing, that's just makin pretty. notebooks get frustrating when u see how much you've torn out or crossed out or just plain done poorly. index cards ... u know u wrote it on a card and ... well ... dawg must've ate it before u took it for a walk. post its on the wall? @#*$&_#@&$ isn't the wall what the problem is all about???

and it's still there.

*sigh*

not even games are fun when u've hit the wall.