Selfish Moment

Hey, you guys can ignore this if need be I just need my void post- anger moment My friend just told me that he now has this girlfriend, and part of me is sooo happy for him! But then again i feel so bitter about it because my own love-life situation is sooo screwed up. I'm pretty sure that one of the guys that i like doesn't even like listening to a flippin word i say. He always smiles (excpet today) but that really doesn't mean much i really uber miss having a b/f i coud just cuddle up to and forget the rest of the world for a while. It was nice. then again... shoulda, woulda coulda... BLEH